Since You Went Away

Hey. This song is dedicated to my uncle who just recently passed away last evening. I wished I had known or at least has a piece of my memory with him but wasn't able to recall. My father loves him terribly much and he was disappointed that he wasn't able to see him off. He had died of old age and we knew there's not much we can do about it. We love him and we miss him. He was a great fighter like his father before him. He was the oldest out of all 6 brothers and the strongest of all. He had left his mother, sister, brothers, brother in law, sisters in law, and etc. We mourn for you but know that it was better for you. You were suffering from an illness for so long and it was only right to bring you back to ALLAH Almighty. If I was to see you for one last time, I wish that we will make the day memorable.

This song is called Since you went away.


Since you went away
The dark had filled every light in my heart
Since you went away
These tears won't stop falling down
Since you went away
We grieve for your life
You've lead a beautiful life when you were alive
We'll miss you but we know that it was better left unsaid
Since you went away
Everything we do is making us feel so cold
Since you went away

You were the light to us
You bought such happiness in our souls
You gave us strength and courage to get through the rougher day
If I can see you again one day
I wished that it would last forever
If I can see you again for the last time
I'll do your favorite things

Since you went away
the smiles that you showed us has drift away
Since you went away
the laughter that we all fell in love with is gone
Since you went away
We kept through your dreams
Just to feel you closer in our hearts
Since you went away

Even when the storm crashed into us
You will open your arms wide to catch us when we fall
If the sun refuses to shine
You will find another way to bring the smiles on our faces
No matter what happens
You said 'I'll be there to catch when you fall'
Wonder who will catch me when I fall down again

We will miss you
We will crave your memories in our hearts
Let's pray together that you are not far.

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Notice

NOTICE

Hey guys!
This is just a notice. I know that I've been so slow with the song updates =[ I don't normally post songs this long. I just wanna say sorry and I hope you like the update that I recently posted a few hours ago. That one didn't took long for me to write and absolutely love it! Anyways I will be busy for a few weeks until the second week of November. After wards, I'll post super fast! I think I have like 4 things to do at once.

I write three stories and there's a new idea coming in so I might be damn busy writing stories and updating songs here BUT I'll multitask! I can do it so you'll hear from me daily! Ok well see ya and have a nice fall everyone!

Rest of lies and games

Rest of lies and games by Mia

+ This song mirrors my life as in my current situation because just recently my 'friends' betrayed me and used me. I've been so emotionally tired and exhausted that I realized that I need to take this out on a song. It worked so I think I'll feel a tad bit okay. Anyways this song was inspired by There For Tomorrow- A little faster cause I truly love the lyrics. Its gorgeous and I just love them! The ones in the brackets are the screamo part. So this has been another screamo song ( I think ) and a rock song so enjoy!




Too many times I saw those eyes
In life you dont know how to lie
You act like you dont know whats going on
Its time for you to see whats left of you and I
Theres just too many things to hide
Well let's see if you can run away this time

PRECHORUS

Tell me something that I need to know
Tell me something that I need to know
Who was behind all of the lies
Who was the one who tried to break me apart?

CHORUS

You can't break me down
I won't let this be my fault
Too many times I saw this happening
Too many times I drown in my sorrow
You won't tell me what's right and wrong
It's you who needs to rest
You who needs to rest ( needs to rest )

I've been playing all your games ( all your games, its just an amazing race )
Pretending to smile as I go along ( pretenders pretenders is what I have become )
Hiding behind this mask that I have place ( this mask that I place will never be replaced )
You would never know that I was hurt ( hurt hurt I was bruised been abused )
You will never know ( not unless it was spoken )

PRECHORUS

CHORUS

BRIDGE

this time I won't try to fall into your lies
They are just stories
That never happened before
This time I won't try to fall into your games
They are just strategies you play
That will never move my place

PRECHORUS

CHORUS x2


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Still in Love

Another song! This is best with an acoustic guitar and a piano cover. Due to the fact its not rock or up beat. Its soft and its actually a ballad. Hahahaha. This story is about a girl who in insanely in love with a boy. No matter what he say or do, will never change that. Then one day, the boy decided to break it off.

She was heart broken but she was still in love with him. She is sad but was still in love. Its like she's in love but with a broken heart. I know that I should sang this but I dont have the voice. I write songs but I dont have the voice. I'm going to try and compose this awesome song in piano... might ask a friend of mine for the guitar. This is all new to me therefore, I will need a month of preparation.

I'll post the music sheet and the tabs for you all to use and might ask anyone to sing the song =] so you get the clear picture. I know that its kinda unfair cause 1. I never actually did arrange music for any of my songs but i really love this song 2. I think its going to be fun! So come back in a month to check whether i posted the song and everything BUT please do check the blog everyday for news and new updates! Thank you!


'Still In Love'
Forever is all you said
When you tried to make it work
I love you for eternity is just another word
I'm tired of your games
I'm tired of the lies that you told me
I'm trying hard to live without you here

If it was that easy to erase you from my life
I would've just done it
Didn't thought about it much
I should've just let you go
But I love you baby
Yes, I love you

Chorus

You broke my heart in two
I didn't know what to say
I was just so in love with you that I ignore the pain
This heart is aching so hard I can't let go
If I can say so much
Why I didn't speak?
You left me breathless
I'm so speechless when I'm with you
There no battles that I can win with you
I want to be stronger but you made me feel weaker than I imagined
I want to be smarter but you out smart me first

The world had warned me about who you are
I just didn't want to pay attention to what it said
cause

Chorus

You're the want I ever wanted
Till you break me apart
You're the want I ever wanted
Till you ripped my soul
You're the want I wanted
Till you say that you didnt mean any of the things you said
And now I'm standing here
Broken from what you said

Chorus

I still love you
I still love you
Nothing you say or do will change my heart
I still love you
I still love you
I can't change my mind cause its all I can never do
I love you, baby
I do....

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Okay, basically this song is rock material ( I hope ) and its a story about a girl who was in love but the boy only comes to her if he needed her for anything. So, every time he doesn't pick the phone, replies to any text, she knows that he is using her for his own advantage. Right now the girl is pissed off and plans her revenge on him and basically doesn't want him to come to her for any help. I hope that storyline is clear. Any questions please don't hesitate to ask :)

This song is called ' Next Stop No More '

I was just fine till you came along
I was playing these stories just to move along
If these sunken lights just gone dimmer
You made all the happiness gone
And leave me alone

I crushed all I had to sacrifice for you
Too late to say you're sorry after all i done for you
Let's try a new page in this book
Write and create another scene I won't help you look
I'm just another girl
Searching for another thing in life
Too tired to do another sacrifice

CHORUS

I won't be your next stop
You will not be on that train
I'm going to be someone you never known
Let you be scared of what's about to happen
I don't care what's right when it comes to you
I won't be your next stop anymore

The curtain falls as you stop all your acting
Happy to know that I did something
You can't turn back time
Cause I'll just make you mine
I won't let you see the world for one last time

This is my life
I don't wanna know yours
If you screamed I'm gonna burn your throat in flames
I know that I'm not the nicest human being
I have done so many wrongs in life
Don't blame me when I gave it up for the underworld

CHORUS

I'll feed your pain
No I'm not merciful
I'll tear your heart apart
No I won't go easy on you
I'll make sure your lips are sealed shut
No I'm not giving chances to let you break hearts

CHORUS

You won't stop at my station
Cause I'll make sure that you see the pain you caused
I'm torn apart
Just being me again
I will tear my heart if you stomp on it
I'll make sure that you won't stop at my station

I'm torn apart ( apart from what you did to me )
Just being me again ( I dunno where to begin )
I will tear my heart if you stomp on it ( I'll stomp in yours )
I won't be your next stop when you get off that train


Thank you for your time :)
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Let The Curtain Falls

This song is called Let the curtain falls. I'm sorry if the chorus had nothing to do with the story line. I just wanna let this feeling to go cause i'm so tired and frustrated. Its about my relationship status now. Complicated. He just ignores me so thats about it... so yeah enjoy!



Just the other day
you said that i was more than just a friend
I was so thrilled that i forgotten to put my guards up
I was blinded by the things you said
all i ever wanted was to be your girl

If i can see the signs i wouldve just leave behind
If i wasnt so blind I will just ignore you
But I had to do what i did
You think that it was the greatest thing that had ever happened
Though I act like a fool didnt know what was going to lead us too

Chorus

Let the curtain falls
I'm tired to be a show girl
I ain't falling for another you
I pulled myself together
I just cant take it anymore
I'm tired off all your games
Let the curtain falls

If I have to sell myself to proof to you
I rather die than face the consequences
I wanna be me
but you never gave me that chance to let you see
I had to what I needed to do
I'm sorry for what i did wrong

Chorus

If today the sun dont shine
Just a cloudy day passes by
Know that Im not going to be there
for you anymore

Chorus

I will remember to stop by
For the last glance I'll see good bye

Hello!

Since I have WAY too many blogs for my liking.
Just stating that this blog will be used to post my songs and poetry.
Why? Cause the blog that I use daily is jam packed with it.
So this is where I'll write lyrics and everything.

I write a couple of songs for a few of my friends bands ( yeah, like 3 bands ) and
just to let you know I'm kinda up for hiring.
I'm not like damn good, I'm ok I guess.
Anyways most of my friends kinda arrange their own music and stuff.
If you love the song and the beats I put in then you can use it.
Otherwise, you can use your own arrangement.
If you are interested, please contact me at:

MSN: dan_radcliffe3@hotmail.com
YM: f1angel2000@yahoo.com

I'm always on, so drop by and ask me anything.
All of the following songs that I'll be posting is strictly copyrighted!
So no stealing!
If I caught any of the songs had been stolen,
ready for the damage!

So that's all. Thank you =]
Hana